I think I am depressed and loosing my mind

[concerned0935]

Is forgetting important things and lieing and living in fear all of the time depression. I know I need help, I just don't know from who.
please respond

[exgymnast]

I have been on & off valium for anxiety/muscle spasms/shakiness (had eegs,etc. still can,t figure out the hand/sometimes leg tremors-I have scoliosis & other spinal issues).  I don't understand why my Dr's office wants to put me on klonopin or another anti-anxiety med, when the valium has always worked so well.  I do not need to take it every day; it has been on the market for 1/2 a century (almost?), and I have found it very efffective, without a need for dosage increase (except during my divorce, and that was temporary),
So why after 15+ years is it such a bad medication?  I have tried Busbar, klonopin, ativan, & various antidepressants, with awful side effects-from falling asleep-while standing!-to not being able to even leave the house due to confusion and still being anxious.
I have been in talk therapy, and do not have an addictive lifestyle-have chronic pain due to the previous mentioned spinal issues.  So, what is so wrong with taking valium?  And why all of a sudden?  
Confused but informed.....(I had to look a lot of things up-not something I'd do for recreation!

[Roger Gould, M.D.]

You should be seeing a psychotherapist..these are all signs of being overwhelmed and in retreat from your life......

[Jaquta]

I think that those symptoms can be associated with emotional issues.

Talking to a family doctor could be a good place to start.  Your doctor could also refer you to a psychiatrist for further evaluation.

I think talking to a psychotherapist may also be of benefit.

I would start with your doctor (or local hospital or mental health services if you feel extremely desperate).

I hope that helps a little.  The doctor always responds to posts so watch for his response too.