hi im a 33 yr stay at home mother of 3 wonderful children ..i would like to know if i have depression? i would like to go to a doc but never have time and im mentally drained...I use to be so happy,but now im miserable..i scream every minute,short temper ,always dizzy specialy when i start screaming..i get panic attacks .i always thinking about if i die.if my kids play i think they might get hurt and die... i dont cry i want to, but im so tired....i have a wonderfull husband who puts up with me..i want to change ,but dont know how? i want to be the best mom and wife but its not enough ...i cant do anything right, please help...........i want to feel alive again..