Based on the information I've gathered, I'm sure I'm suffering from depression, and have been for many years. I pretty much fit the mold, according to a number of questionares I've seen. Having had this come home to me lately, I finally came up with the fortitude to persue treatment...just in time to lose my job and my insurance. Of course, I now feel like I need the help even more and am less able to obtain it. While employed, I was searching for some sort of mental health professional in my area, but they seemed to be hiding pretty well; my insurance provider directory was of little help, and even the local phone book was pretty useless. But, now, not only do I need help finding help, I need help paying for it. I really need some specific info; i.e., names of organizations, phone numbers, addresses, etc. if it is available. Any suggestions are appreciated, as the lost sleep, gained weight, irritability, loss of pleasures, lost concentration, and the whole can of worms is just...well, let's just say I've enjoyed all of this I can stand. Besides which, it doesn't help in the job search. Many thanks.