Hello to anyone that can help. I have been suffering from a mind that won't stop for years. This is what happens. I feel my mind goes so fast that my ability to function is completley impaired. Its like hypomania that is so fast that my ability to think clearly is gone. I grind my teeth all night long (have mouth guard) I don't ever feel rested. This state is chronic unless I meditate. I have been to many drs and pshychiatrists, they have put me on many antidepressants which don't work. I had one neurologist want to put me on a trial of bi-plolar drugs but i didn't want to. Maybe I should have.
i have issues with my sexuality which is the reason my Pshchologist thinks its stress and anxitey causing this. I'm not so sure since my sexuality isn't as big of a deal to me anymore.
If I meditate for a long time I can get my brain to calm down. I feel mental clarity and the ability to function. It lasts maybe for an hour of two then all clairty and ability to function disappear. Weird? I have been living this way since I was 14, now 29. Is this stress? anxitey? depression? or bi-polar?
Any help would be appreciated.
Thank you