I really suffer, having survived 9 years of absolute viloence and domination, from a family with a tradition of pediphilia (3 male perpretrators) small and under daily attacks, what are my chances? Does the fact that I was so very young affect my ability to recover, when my brain was mapped out toward violence at such an important stage of brain development?
Will or can EMDR therapy do what thirty years of traditional therapy has failed to do? I've spent a lot of money and many years in therapy, and still deal with all the issues for which I sought help. I want to pick the most effective therapy I can get. PE or prolonged exposure was a big part of some of that therapy. But I am now 50 years old, and I don't want this prolonged anymore. I'm tired and my condition has deteriated, now to include DID and the shame of not knowing what I did in these disassociative states. The fear and embarrassment of these incidents are worsening my condition. I am now shamed to be me. And the medicine robs me of my life force, been there done that, still do, wouldn't exactly call it medication MANAGEMENT.
Can EMDR remap my brain in combination with PE? What success rates does this model hold true? OR is there a better mode of treatment? Because it has never been my lack of effort and commitment that failed me, please help guide through this journey?
thanks