what is wrong with me...anxiety?

[don82]

Hello..i have some serious concerns on my mind..I am 23 years old and feel like I should not have these problems. To start I have acid reflux and allergies to ragweed (this season) , grass, dust mites. I have been getting a tightness/pressure in the left side of my neck and I am so worried about it. I am planning on seeing a neurologist asap. What can this be. I know that acid reflux/heartburn can cause burning in the throat but I feel like a pressure/tightness in the left side of the neck. One of my doctors have said I had anxiety in the past. Can this be it? stress? I am always tired and feel like I'm not in my body. Kind of like I am groggy or just out of it all day. What can this be? Please help me out. I had a CT early this year which came back fine and a chest x-ray. Why do I always feel run down and this tightness. Can it be like a caroded artery. Would that feel like this. Any comments would help since I am paranoid about this feeling. Thanks for your help out there. Also, do you think ragweed can attribute to me feeling like run down and dizzy/out of it/tired? I have taken xanax before and they help to calm me down but I have been experiencing this pressure in the neck more lately.  Please help me out . Thanks again.  Also, I am constantly getting sinus infections.  Please try to make sense of all this.

[shyan]

well got a phone, but i tried to phone someone for help but nobody answers on those things.
can someone on her help me
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[shyan]

they stole my purse and my phone was in it. so this is the only place i thought i could get help!! i only took enough pills to sleep for a long time and yes i do know the impact it would have on my kids becuase my kids dads mom killed herself and i felt the pain w him, i think i will check into the hospital. but im really scared.. h

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[donn82]

Shyan,
Please respond back and let us know you are OK.  Please don't hurt yourself because you need to realize that all your problems can be worked out no matter what they are.  Suicide is not the way to handle it.  I also suggest you contact someone to help you immediately and tell them what you are feeling just please don't hurt yourself.  Let us know how you are doing please.

[kloedanser]

Okay Shyan.  Brutal ugly tough love.  First you need to take a deep breath.  I understand that this world is difficult. No doubt.  But if you wanted to die you would do it quietly. And knowing that you care about your kids (you mentioned 'em) ) makes me believe that youhave enough strength to not do this to them. You are asking for help.  I am giving it. Scared and in a hurry to save you so forgive my typingt.  GET THEE TO A DOCTOR. NOW. Goddamit. ER, urgent care, I dont care what. NOW>  Call a neighbor,friend,relative. dont give a ****.  When it enters your mind the first time is time to go.  Go, Go, Go.  You need someone to tell you how valuable you are.  Ok, maybe its me.  You, being on this post, make me feel not so bad about all the sneaky thoughts that crept into my mind about howit would be better if I just did that one thing.  **** that . You only get one ticket to ride the ride, girl....... don't let anything knock you off of it earky. Including yourself.  Go. Get meds. Embarrasing? YES. Save your life.  It is the only true thing you have or will ever have.  Go.  
Melissa
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[shyan]

i dont have a credit card so i was hoping someone can help me on here like this.
i was recently attack and i have had a bad year. ive been in and out of the hos. for the past year. i realy want to die right noe, this is my last ditch effort ive alreadt taken some **** but not enough to really hurt me just enoght to put me into a really deep sleep for a couple of years. i am planning on taking more but if u can help me im willing to try anything possibly because i do have to kids. ive recently sent them to there dads house because i know im not safe
this help me.
this is going to happen tonight i have many means off doing this tonight but if i have support maybe it can be prevented, i would have ask my counsiller but she will not be back until thursday but im afraid that might be to late
plz help me, im begging u
ur truly im in need it will happen tonight after my kids dad comes and checks in on me. i really have nobady else i really hope u can help and at least chat w me. i think i might only need a friend.
it hurts soo bad.
ive attempted before but it didnt, i guess it wasnt my time but im hoping that this is...
PLZ HELP!!!!!!!