Following on from my last comment (I dont know whether i was meant to do this, I am new to this site soo, sorry if this is wrong somehow) after reading alot of the stories on here I do feel as though I am whinging for nothing. There are obviuosly people alot worse off than myself, but the way Im feeling is ruining my life at the minute. I dont want people to pity me or anything, just my friends dont understand, my one of 6 years has left me for her boyfriend, the usual story, and my other closest one has gone donw the road of drugs, and probably my closest friend is obssessed with getting revenge on the man that hit our friend with a car, my mum is always with her new boyfriend, and my dad is an alcoholic, I really really dont have anyone else to turn to. I know this comment sounds far fetched, even made up but its not and I wnated to justify writing on here, not for pity or attention but I really feel asthough Im wearing thin, have sort of become numb now.
Thankyou - any help appreicated x