I can't seem to eat or sleep anymore, even though I take my medication as prescribed, I have gone to the doctor and they tell me"it will just take soem time to feel better." It's been months and I still cry everyday and feel like I want to die(sorry but that's how it feels.) The kicker is that i feel like a total fraud because I work as a police and 911 dispatcher at my local town, and news travels fast here; I dont want to lose my job.People think that "depressed people just want attention" and that "people just need to learn to live with their problems instead of putting them on someone else." No one knows about how I really am inside. Living a double life is slowly killing me, literally.Where should I begin?
Thanks so much for any help