Hi, I am a 28 year old mother of two. I suffered from a little bit of BDD in college. It was because of acne but once i was put on accutaine and it cleared up I was instantly fine.I am now having horrible attacks with BDD but this time it has to do with my four month old daughter and i feel like i am going crazy. She is a beautiful healthy little girl and the love of my life but i can not stop obsessing about the size and shape of her ears. they seem large and protrude from her heard quite a bit. All i see when i look at her are her ears and it has gotten me very depressed. I find myself obsessing about them 24 hours a day and constantly looking at other babies to compare. I am not sure what triggered these BDD feelings but it started just two weeks ago. Prior to that I never even noticed another persons ears, adult or infant, or hers for that matter. It just appeared out of no where. I love her more then life itself but i am consumed with the thoughts over the appearance of her ears. Crazy I know!!!! I do have a two year old son and i never once had negative feelings or thoughts on any thing physical with him. Is it normal to have BDD over a child and if so what can I do to help myself. I am miserable and feel like i'm not enjoying her as much as i could be. I don't want these negative thoughts to be passed on to my poor innocent baby. Please help me.