I am a compulsive liar. I dont know if there are different stages of lying but if there is I am near the top. I lie about my friends family, health and even my past. I had my 2 year boyfriend thinking I was a totally different person. I feel bad when I do it but at the same time I often do not even realize I am doing it until after its done. He knows I lie and I am trying to tell him the truth now but I still lie about things. I do not want this to ruin our relationship and I want to gain his trust back which I know may never happen. I am horrible, I can lie about where I am from in a hear beat. I have like an alternative life that everyone believed I lived but I never did. I want SO BAD to stop. I have been open and told him the truth but I still feel myself lying. What can I do to fix this? I can't afford Therapy, but if I absolutely must I will try anything. Please help me.