I do hope that you are not going off of all meds cold turkey, so to speak, anything can happen, you need to let the dr take you off slowly, as i tried that, and ended up with many problems, hi renal failure dur to high blood pressue was one,I have heard of people going cold turkey, and the ones that made it, said they went thru h--- i wish you luck jo
My daughter is tapering off Lex though she has only been on it a relatively short time. I've read all I can find on getting off Lexapro and it sounds like the best and for some the only way is to do a very slow taper. By slow I mean it can take a year or more. Sorry you're feeling bad.
I can understand and appriciate what your trying to do, but on the other hand you really have to be careful with trying this.
Like you I also have been on just about every AD medication in the past 15 or so years.
A few years ago I also tried exactly what your trying, only I used a very slow taper method over a three month time frame.
It was VERY difficult, The only reason I tried it at that time was because at the time, I was laid off from work and knew I had a good few months before having to return to work.
No way I could have done it while working. After about the 3rd month I pretty much became non-functional in just about every aspect. The withdrawl was severe and my depression and anxiety hit an all time high. It was kind of like taking a long trip thru Hell, only worse.
When I reached the point where I nearly ended up in the hospital, I got wise and resumed my medication. My Psychiatrist was seriously angry with me for trying such a stunt. He said, "you see, I told you what would happen!" Then he went on to scold me by saying, "if you don't follow my treatment, then how can I be expected to help you?"
I guess I just had to try for myself and see. My P-doc was right all along.
It was after that stunt that I figured out just how much my meds really do for me.
Rather than doing what I did, you may want to dump the SSRI's and SNRI meds as well as the Mood stabilizing meds like Lamictal and Abilify.
Lamictal and Abilify never seem to work very well for us Uni-polar folks. I have tried them before with my AD meds just as a booster and mood stabilizer and I have found that Eskalith 450cr works the best for a booster type effect on AD meds such as SSRI's, SNRI's and Tri-cyclics.
About the Welbuterin, you may want to exchange that for another AD med too. Welbuterin can work ok for some people, but like SSRI meds it's therputic effect can poop out over long periods of usage. This may be the case with you.
May I suggest you talk to your P-doc about a Nortriptilyne, (Tri-cyclic) and Eskalith combo. Then add a moderate dosage of the SSRI of your choice like Paxil or Lexapro.
This three prong approach has produced a real punch to my Depression and anxiety, when all other combos and more common treatments have faded.
It damn near put my symptoms in complete remission.
The combo I speak of was approved by my P-doc as safe to combine. Trust me this guys one of the best and most experienced P-docs in the state. His master mixology has beat back my symptoms when nothing else would. As long as you do not suffer from any serious heart problems, High blood pressure, or Kidney problems then it's safe to use this combo.
My depression is a very tough nut to crack, and if this combo can work for me then, perhaps it can work for you too.