Thanks you guys x i've spoke to my old youth worker who is going to help me out and i aint drank since i posted this... Just gonna be difficult this weekend :/
hey i am an 18 yr old male...i had never had depression or felt so confused in my mind until like about 3months ago....i was a little popular in highschool had lots of friends...i used to party alot and get heavily high, drunk and popped pills, i lately have been thinking to much in my head about anything makeing me feel like im going insane...i find myself questioning life alot and it scares me a whole **** load....i still smoke a lot of weed but i am seeing a therapist every two weeks...i highly recomend you try to see one to...try to cut down the drinking because it can make it worse and too much alcohol ca make you black out and lose control....take care of yourself and find someone to talk to about everything going thru your head
I understand completely...my credit is ****** and i have commitment issues as well. I also have a son so just becareful. U dont wanna be like me with lots of issues and also trying to support a child and show love even on ur saddest days. It's hard and they can tell when ur sad it that makes things harder.
I'm here when ever u need a friend to talk to.
I would suggest going to the Dr. They can get you help and set you up with people who can help deal with all the other issues you have going on. That is a lot to take on and I understand how you feel crummy. I also wanted to let you know about the harmful effects of Alcohol on the brain and it can cause depression. Alcohol is a depressant, which means it slows the function of the central nervous system. Alcohol actually blocks some of the messages trying to get to the brain. This alters a person's perceptions, emotions, movement, vision, and hearing. In very small amounts, alcohol can help a person feel more relaxed or less anxious. More alcohol causes greater changes in the brain, resulting in intoxication. People who have overused alcohol may stagger, lose their coordination, and slur their speech. They will probably be confused and disoriented. Depending on the person, intoxication can make someone very friendly and talkative or very aggressive and angry. Reaction times are slowed dramatically — which is why people are told not to drink and drive. People who are intoxicated may think they're moving properly when they're not. They may act totally out of character. When large amounts of alcohol are consumed in a short period of time, alcohol poisoning can result. Alcohol poisoning is exactly what it sounds like — the body has become poisoned by large amounts of alcohol. Violent vomiting is usually the first symptom of alcohol poisoning. Extreme sleepiness, unconsciousness, difficulty breathing, dangerously low blood sugar, seizures, and even death may result. And that is just the effects of Alcohol on the brain. It effects the liver and heart functions as well. I would suggest you stop drinking alcohol because it sounds like you may be abusing it and it will only make things worse. I hope this all helps you. There is also an organization, NAMI.org. You could get in touch with them to see if they have any help with the things you are going through. There are numerous support groups everywhere for everything from depression to alcoholism and so forth. I'd start reaching out and don't feel alone because lots of people go through similar things that you are going through.