****! I've written all this text and it erased by itself! T_T
Well, you're thing doesn't look to nice.. But I guess that with your meds you're a little bit more happy, right? What is it that you take? Is there any antidepressive that I can have without a prescription?
The other day I had this anxiety/panic attack and it's happening to me more and more often everyday, specially at night... I constantly have nightmares and this awful sensation of "I DON'T WANT TO DIE ANYMORE!!"... Therapy is not really working for me and today I stopped smoking so... I don't know, I just want to be happy, you know? To stop thinking about suicide and everything, and be cool with myself as to start eating again... I'm trying not to eat a thing but at dinner, if I don't eat, my mom will be worried and stuff and... I don't want that eather.
And everyone think I'm ok, because I am a great pretender, even when on the inside I am dying, and because I just change my humor to many times as to tell my feelings to someone... It's complicated. Anyway, thank you for listening. But why do you have to take meds?
That's ok because I am pretty ****** up also, so I guess your in good company.
I have to take medication for my severe depression and it is an ongoing process of trial and error with the meds.
Thank you! I suffer from depression and subit changes of humor...
I read in this website something about premenstrual desorders of... something, and I suffer that too.. I am going to therapy but still, it is way to hard to me to open myself to another person (specially to someone that is right in front of me).. So, I'm sorry if I can't introduce myself with all of my "symptoms"... All I can say is that I am preety ****** up. (Sorry the language, but there's no other way to me to say it)
Welcome to the forum. Actually your English is pretty good.
Do you suffer from depression. anxiety or both?