Hi, I'm 15 year old guy (turning sixteen in a few weeks) and as the title suggests, I feel depressed, lonely, awkward.
I got really socially awkward once I found out I was gay. (in the closet) I struggle to talk in front of people, even my own family. I can't function in any school with more than ten people or I start freaking out.
Because of this, I don't have any friends. I can't talk to anyone, or go out and do stuff with someone. I sit inside all alone, all day every day. And it's gotten worse ever since I started homeschooling!
And all this leads to me feeling depressed. I gloom about all day, I cry silently at night, I never do anything with anyone. I don't even speak with my own father! What's wrong with me! I am a nice guy, I respect most anyone I meet! And at heart I'm a romantic! I don't want to sit around feeling like this anymore!
Please, help me. Even just talking will make me feel better...