69male with sevre anxiety attacks, Dipression, emotional pains, frustration, anger, aggression,
And headatch. Now it become treatment resistant sickness. So many AD tried but suffered badly with side effects and damaged both eyes, constipation and many other physical sickness besides extended mental sickness. Tried CBT and ECT too but nothing seems help. Now just taking Clonazipan 1.25mg at night to sleep and 0.125mg once or twice in a day as needed.
Since last one month my sleep badly disturbed and not able to sleep for nights then some time get some sleep. For 3-4 hours and wakeup with extrem Dipression, worries and agitated mind. Tired of visiting doctors, Psychitrist's, therapists now. Really don't know what to do?? How to live this miserable live fe. Lost all family, friends and children support. Now helpless, hopeless, worthless, sleepless, isolated, fearful, and what not!!! The continued in family misunderstandings and crisis are daily triggers. No solution available as no one wants to talk to other. Can anyone have any suggestion or solution. Married sons already abandoned both aged and sick parents having no resources in hand nor energy to continue living like this...... Miserable life.
Needs support, guidance and help please.
You're only 15 according to your profile. If that's correct, you're possibly just going through one of many life changes you already have gone through and will go through many more as you age. We change. Things you liked at 6 you didn't like when you were 8. So it's natural that the things you liked before would eventually become tiresome as you move on to different things. You're at that difficult period of life, the teenage years, when you're too old for childish things and too young for adult things but are having adult tastes and consciousness. It can be hard for some as this happens. Very few have the same friends by college they had at 15, because as your world gets bigger and you meet new people you realize the people you were stuck with knowing when you didn't get around much didn't turn out to be your true preference. It's possible there's more going on than this, but this is a part of it. And it will happen again. What it sounds like is that you don't have a passion in life yet that motivates you so you've been driven by family and friends. That passion for something will come and will change over time. When you say you have nothing to do, with all the things there are to do in this world, well, that's what I mean by a lack of passion. If it feels like you're really lost and you're too shy about it or insecure to talk it out with your best friend, you might think about seeing a professional therapist or counselor who can both comfort you that this is how life goes and tell you if it might be something more than that, such as budding depression or hormonal fluctuations or the like.
I do agree with you, Brice that a lot of insurance and plans operate that you go to the general practitioner first and get a referral from there. This is the way it works in a lot of places and I actually do think that general practitioners can treat depression and anxiety. Not everyone needs to go to a psychiatrist. That's my opinion. GP's are very well versed these days and more complex cases are referred on. It's a place to start. And I recommend that frequently. Hope this helps the poster. Some people do better with baby steps to getting help and getting help is the bottom line. I'm a big proponent for talk therapy as well and I know that this is something I also get a list of recommended people from my gp for. But sadly, that usually comes down to who will take your health care plan for any type of coverage of the expense.
To the poster, it does sound like mild depression which you can overcome. If you have tried things like eating well, exercise and meditation . . . do talk to your doctor about your symptoms to take the next step to feeling better. Hope you do that soon!