Hi. I have bipolar type 2 with panic disorder. Recently I had to go to the hospital because my liver enzymes were extremely elevated to the point where I almost had to have a transplant. When I went to the hospital the doctors immediately took me off all medications which were klonopin 2mg twice a day, geodon 80mg at bedtime, and pristiq 100mg in the morning. My enzymes are still greatly elevated and the doctor will not put me on any meds because of my liver and I am experiencing withdrawal from 1, 2, or all of the meds-which I have been on for about 2 years now. I am also experiencing severe panic attacks-at least 6-7 per day and my depression is getting to the point of me not even wanting to leave my house. I am also having suicidal thoughts and have had 6 suicide attempts since I was diagnosed almost 7 years ago. I don't want to damage my liver anymore and understand that my doctor wants to give my liver a chance to heal but I'm very concerned about acting on my thoughts because it's becoming very hard to try to ignore them more and more each day. I feel like I'm in a catch 22 situation. On one hand I stay off medications and take the chance of me harming myself to let my liver heal and on the other hand, cause more damage to my liver and relieve the panic attacks and depression. I feel so lost and hopeless in this situation. Are there any natural ways to level my moods out that won't harm my liver that will help with the panic attacks and depression? I truly need help because my symptoms are getting worse by the day.