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We should always speak the truth

No questions, just the truth, just where I am: sorry, didn't stick to the RULES!

Harsh words and violent blows

Hidden secrets nobody knows

Eyes are open, hands are fisted

Deep inside, I'm warped and twisted.

So many tricks and so many lies

Too many when's and too many why's

Nobody's special, nobody's gifted

I'm just me, warped and twisted

Sleeping awake and choking on a dream

Listening loudly, to a silent scream

Call my mind, the number's unlisted

Lost in someone so warped and twisted

On my knees, alive but dead

Look at the invisible blood I've bled

I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

Don't expect much, I'm warped and twisted

Burnt out, wasted, empty and hollow

Today's just yesterday's tomorrow

The sun dies out, he ashes shifted

I'm still here, warped and twisted.

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Only The truth will set us free.
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yeah i think i know how you feeling. I am so down at the moment and my boyfriend and sister have know idea whats going on and all they can say is i think you need to make sure you take your medication! stupid thing i am taking my meds. Its like a live in a completely different world, it is obvious i see things completely different to them and they all trying to tell me i am hallucinating and delusional as well but i know i am not, i know i am right to and i am sad cause i know that it will end up making things worse for them, they goner look around and say i never saw that coming, even though Ive trying to tell them over and over! They have no idea! I am glad you can create something amazing form what you have been through i am a complete mess when it comes to me being creative at the moment it *****.

keep it up.
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great, glad you liked it.  .  I am a real inspiration for all us non-people. don't you get tired of being treated like you are either retarded or stupid?  I saw my neighbor once (just moved in to an apartment) flash himself with his door wide open (he's now in jail), and I told what I THOUGHT was a good friend.  You know what he said to me?  "Are you sure you weren't hallucinating?"  I'm sick of it, I'm done, I'm tired.  I am in a place right now that is NOT a good place, but I will never say the words because I know what can happen.
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520191 tn?1355635402
That is truly amazing! Well done :)
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