I have been suffering from Depression for many years, even though I am only 15. When I was born, I was diagnosed with Autism but my doctors have never been sure if it is actually Brain Damage. At birth, I was revived and delivered by a nurse. I also had a jaundice and not infant jaundice but full-blown jaundice. When I was about seven, I was on anti-psychotic medicine and I was taken off because of bladder maintenance problems. I have been having surreal conversations in my head all day long with real people and fictional people. I also talk to a fictional psychiatrist off television. Lately, I have been having anxiety panic attacks with up to now have included chest pain. My anxiety has not been this bad. Normally, I have a good appetite but the last few days, I have not eaten much. I am also forgetting little things. I always have forgotten little things, but now they are getting worse. These conversations in my head have also caused minor headaches. After a massive panic attack, I started having and realizing all these serious signs of depression. My mood swings are very off lately. At some points, of the day I cannot concentrate at all. I have been losing track of time also. I also have been having aggressive dreams of killing my family, which I believe I will never do. I saw my family physician and he had me see the crisis team at my local hospital and I eventually after a long wait talk to a psychiatrist briefly and he prescribed a tranquilizer medicine at a low dosage to help me sleep.