I'll make this quick and to the point, I would really appreciate some advice before I go see my family doctor in 3 days.
My issues: Major irritability, overall anger (at myself, the world, my situation), depression
Medications tried: Paxil in 1996 (Worked amazingly well the first time, than stopped it because I thought I did not need it anymore..2nd time around it made me extremely anxious and "freaked out"
Serzone: Cannot remember how I felt
Effexor: Did ok on it, but made me very numb, also had the same feeling as the 2nd time I tried Paxil when it was raised over 100mg (made me extremely anxious and "freaked out")
Celexa: Immediately made me extremely anxious and "freaked out"
Since the Celexa episode, I've been hesitant to take anything else, this was almost 1 year ago, but now I am really out of it, my job is even at risk, I don't know what to do... Talking to someone does not help much. I really need some advice on medication...Thank you