Please go for counseling so you have someone to talk to. Suicide is not a good way out. There are non-profit counseling organizations and city/county run counselors who can help you for little or no cost to you. Try to look them up online to find one near you.
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Hi can clinical depression be cured completely? I have problem of low self esteem, some times feels neutral, not like to do anything. Are this symptoms of clinical depression? Please suggest.