ending life

[imunwell]

i really want to be at peace with myself. i cant get the courage and then another day brings another day...i just lie in bed clutching onto my rosary beads..i get blamed for not living life but that just brings me closer to being able to end my life...i just cant seem to go ahead...feel bad because i dont have the courage to live or die....

[Becky909]

I too have felt like that, but I have 3 great kids and I go on because of them.  It's been up and down for me, but I am here.  If I didn't have the kids, I'm not sure where I would be.  So, my point is, do you have something, someone, anything that you can grab onto, for some more strength to get over that hill of saddness..easier said than done, I know, but please think really hard for a while.

[justlikeyou]

i have felt ike that a lot over the last few months, medication helped.