i want this feeling over..feel down

[manik_45]

hi cheat on my gf last year july
the girl i cheat on her more likely had a hiv
so i didnt wanna infect my gf and i broke up with her same time
but i tested many times up 2 six times and hiv negative ..
in the maintime i still talk with my gf but never had sex or kiss or etc..just dont know anyhting about my cheat and hiv fear
but its 9 months today i feel very down as i seen her with male friend only ...old frinds,,
after i see this i feel very down again...i dont know what to do please help frineds
as i have 2 depression now..1 my gf..2nt my hiv fear

[remar]

I would recommend taking your Drs advice and seeing a therapist. If this does'nt help then you can see a Psychiatrist who can also prescribe meds for your depression.

[manik_45]

any more opinions frineds

[manik_45]

i went to doctor ask for help about my feeling
he told me i can have anti depression tablets or proffesionel help

[Anneinside]

Could you try to explain your last comment. I couldn't understand what you were trying to say so I can't reply.

[manik_45]

Do you anti depress taplet better or help?

[remar]

You have been tested 6 times in 9 months, so it looks like you are completely fine. I would recommend thinking about counseling for your depression. And please use a condom every time and with every single sex act so you won't ever have to go through this again. They are extremely effective when used every time and properly to protect you against STD's and unplanned pregnancies.