To make a long story short, I have been seeing a psychiatrist at a county run facility. I went in the other day for my regular med check and much to my surprise he said that since I was not responding to the meds that I needed to go to the hospital. I agreed to go voluntarily and told him that I would call my boyfriend to take me. He asked me to step outside for a minute and when he returned he informed me that someone (turned out to be an ambulance) was on the way to take me to the hospital. I told him that my boyfriend was on his way to take me himself. He told me not to leave and that he already signed a 51-50 order. In prior weeks I had voiced suicidal ideations, but this visit I specifically told him that I was not feeling suicidal in any way, nor had I thought about suicicide in over a week. He refused to listen and stated the reason on the 51-50 hold that I was suicidal with a plan to hang myself in the garage. That had been over two weeks ago that I told him about that and at that time he kind of shrugged it off and asked me if I would contract for safety and I agreed to do so. I was blindsided by the 51-50 order because what we had led me to believe was that if I went to the hospital I could get a major med adjustment under close supervision and could come home in a matter of days feeling great having obtained the results that I failed to achieve over the last two months under his care. That sounded great to me. I am still reeling and confused about being lied to and being lied about. I cannot comprehend what he did to me. What is my recourse? Do I have any? And being tied in to the county , what can I expect in the days and weeks to come? I have always heard that once you are 51-50 that the county owns your soul and from there on out your treatment is decided by them and you no longer have any say in your treatment and if you don't do exactly as your told, then you are considered non-compliant and subject to 51-50 hold at their request, Please help, I feel so betrayed, that was totally uncalled for and unnecesarry. My boyfriend showed up before the ambulance and told the doctor repeatedly that I was absolutely not suicidal, just depressed. Do I have any rights?