lonely

[jasi86]

I cry all the time. I can be in the room with my guy at times and feel so protected and then there are times i feel so alone and we're right next to each other. I recently moved back in with my mom to help her and her husband and myself play catch up. But i hate that house. My son likes it but would love for us to have our own place again. I work all the time and yet i cant afford a car. I dont really go out for fun anymore. I feel like i'm just aging away to nothing. Idk what to do. O and my guy jokes when i tell him i love him so i dont do very often and he doesnt say ever and so i dont think he does. And he says things that seem like he wants me to say it but then he jokes...he confuses me so much and i've just always wanted to get married and be successful and i feel like neither will happen...so sad

[Kelz72312]

So sorry your going through all this maybe talking to a Thearopist might help.

[remar]

I'm sorry that you're going through this. It sounds like you have no support from anyone. Maybe the guy your with is not the one for you. He does'nt sound like he's ready to commit but is living with you? Does he help with the bills? Can you see a Dr to find out if you do indeed have depression. To me, it certainly sounds like you do but, I am not a Dr and I can not diagnose you. We're here to listen and help any way we can.