I have been clean from cutting/burning myself for 7 months. But i keep thinking and thinking about myself i hate myself..... i hate my past... i've been okay but these last 2 weeks i've just been wanting to see my blood and feel the relief i feel so good after self harming.. ... i dont have games to distract me anymore and i go to a psychologist once every 2 weeks and i really just want to hurt myself... not kill myself... i have things coming up in the future but just self mutilate...... i dont know what to do...
