This is going to be quite a long post, because I feel it's best to detail about every past/present medical issue I've had, in hopes that mentioning every and any symptom I've had will help identify what's wrong with me. So.
I am a 21 year old female, and in the past few years I've had increasingly more noticable symptoms of general lightheadedness, ringing in my ears, trouble hearing, and constant tiredness. In the last year or so alone, I've had a few episodes where out of nowhere I became extremely nauseous to the point of throwing up, dizzy, whole body numbing, heart racing, disoriented...these episodes don't seem to last that long, the worst probably a day or a little less.
Everytime this happens my general perception of things around me is hard to perceive, because I feel so disoriented and my ears feel so full and clogged and there is often ringing in my ears as well, and it feels like I'm having a panic attack, although I don't THINK I've ever had one. But everything just become so confusing that I don't know what I'm doing and I can't concentrate and the dizzyness/numbness/nausea is so bad I can't even stand.
The few times this has happened I ended up at the doctor's/emergency room. I do think the first time it happened I may have had the flu/dehydration or something because I had CONSTANT throwing up along with all of the above symptoms, but the other times I didn't have constant, if any throwing up.
The last time this happened, back in September, they did blood work, and everything was generally okay, so they sent me to a ENT specialist. Now, here's something interesting. My mother was diagnosed with Meniere's disease about 8-10 years ago, and she tells me that when she was younger, she went through a similar thing as I am: symptoms that couldn't be explained, the doctors weren't able to find anything out. It took them 20+ years to actually diagnose her with Meniere's.
But, because of my knowledge of Meniere's from her having it, I thought what was going on with me sounded quite similar. Not exactly the same, but it sounded like an explanation, so of course I mentioned this to the ENT doctor. He said it was very likely that I could have Meniere's, but he wanted to send me to a ENT specialist that specifically dealt with Meniere's.
Well, I saw that doctor today, and he doesn't think I have it. So now I am back at square one. As soon as he asked me if, when I have these "episodes," if the room feels like it's spinning, I told him no, not really, and that seemed to decide it for him that I don't have it. He really didn't even ask anything else, pretty much just sent me on my way. Although, this was a bit strange: his assistant looked in my ears, and told me there was something in my ear. He ended up pulling out a really long hair from my cat, which somehow got really deep in my ear. I did notice my hearing improved after he took it out but I can't imagine all of these problems being from a single cat hair.
Now, as far as in my past medical history, I had tubes in my ears two times when I was younger. I had a history of bad ear infections when I was little, and I was constantly sick as a child. When I was about 12 or so, I developed migraines, specifically migraines brought on by eating anything with caffeine in it/chocolate. I don't know if migraines can be brought on by emotional distress, but around the same time is when I was also diagnosed with depression, and I was put on Prozac, and am still on it to this day. The migraines have never gone away though, but they only seem to happen when I eat caffeine/chocolate. This might seem completely unrelated to my earlier mentioned symptoms, but I did notice the last time I had one of those episodes, I had ate chocolate/salty food/not had much sleep. All things that seem to cause a Meniere's attack.
Here's what the real kicker seems to be: lack of sleep. Now, I realize that of course a lack of sleep is not healthy, but the majority of people I know suffer from lack of sleep, and do NOT have health issues like I do. Almost every single time I've had one of those attacks, I had had very little sleep the night before.
I just don't think not sleeping enough should be cause enough to bring on something as dramatic as the episodes I've had. As far as why I have such a lack of sleeping: I simply have sleeping problems, and have since I was around 12, about the same time I was diagnosed with depression. No matter how much rest I get I still always feel tired. I cannot go to sleep without taking some sort of over the counter sleep aid, and even then I am almost guaranteed to wake up in the middle of the night and then have a hard time going back to sleep, if I even can.
I feel like I left out something vital here...oh, a few things I forgot to mention: the ENT that I saw a month ago put me on a water pill to see if that helped, and it didn't at all. All of my hearing tests were normal, yet in everyday conversation I have a really hard time hearing people, something people around me notice alot as well. Which I don't understand: if I can't hear people why are my hearing tests okay?
A few years ago I was tested for my thyroid, because at the time that's what the doctor's thought it might be, and they did discover a very tiny lump on my throat but never thought it cause for concern. I even went back a year later to get it checked on again and they weren't concerned, so I never dug any deeper.
I mentioned briefly about my heart racing during these episodes. That is another issue I've had since I was little. It's quite a scary sensation, where my heart feels like it's beating fast enough to burst out of my chest.
So, could this all be something as simple as panic attacks? If so, I don't understand what brings them on; lack of sleep alone can't do that. And if it's panic attacks, how to explain the ringing in my ears, the hearing trouble, etc? Could it be Meniere's and the doctors just think it's too early to call it that? Or could it be something completely different?
I am just so tired of having spent the last 10+ years of my life getting blood tests done, and everything being normal, and not being able to pinpoint what is wrong with me. I need answers now, because the not knowing alone is almost worse than the illness.