From anorexia to bulima the bast 5 years my head is spinning from gaining and losing 20kg each way. I'm eating soo much and binge all the time. I try to get help, i'm seeing a psychologist but can only afford 2 times a month and isn't helping because sometimes goes to once a month. I'm a dissapointment and trying so hard to get back on track. I've tried food plans, exercise plans, diets, support from family and friends, i'm exhuasted from it all and terrified of gaining more weight.
I'm a singer and have beautiful dresses for it but as i gain weight.. i don't fit into them and they'rfe all expensive and the same size. EVERYTHING'S TOO EXPENSIVE THESE DAYS. I really want to get better and get my life on track, but it really isn't working. can anyone help and suggest anythign i can to to help?? please i'm so very desperate!