I WANT A BABY!!!!!!

[kimmierasnake]

Well I'm 24, step mom to 2 beautiful girls (5 and 3) second mom to are great son (2) and trying to have my first child I have several medical problem from diabetes to endometriosis I want  a child of my own so bad that there are days I have a hard time being are my friends that have children and it even gets bad enough that i cry just holding my step kids. someone please help me I am now on the lupron shot and everyone keeps asking my if I'm pregnant  but i can't stand taking hpt because it brakes my heart every time it comes back negative. I want this so bad but we have been trying for two years and still nothing my husband and close friends are to the point they wont even talk about it or even joke about it front of me because they are scared of me getting any hope about it and then getting crushed. I'm on state insurance and can't afford infertility treatments. Someone PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!! what can I do????????????

[mrsclarke902]

I know how you feel Its a horrible depressing feeling my heart goes out to you and your husband, Have you had surgery? or tried diet ? there are certain things you can do to boost your husbands sperm count and make your body a sperm friendly place to help them live longer also try using ovulation predictor kits which will tell you the best times to "try" for a baby people with endometiosis sometimes ovulate at different times, It might be a wise idea to get your husbands sperm count checked as well to make sure it isn't him aswell, me and my husband tried for 3 and a half years I thought it was just the endometriosis but turns out he is sterile which was a huge shock, best of luck ill pray for you and your husband.....just relax and be happy stress can make it difficult to conceive XxX

[PunkDiva2012]

Im.sorry.to.hear.that.I.wish.u.a.tremendous.amount.of.luck.on.becomming.a.mom.some1.that.wants.a.baby.like.u.do.should.get.a.child.

[godsmiracle]

Have your boyfriend ever thought of finding a job that carries infertility insurances, or  you can become an egg donor to make the money, if there's nothing wrong with your eggs.  During that process ask one of your close friends or family members if she could be your carrier.  They also, have studies/reserch groups you can get in for your age, that would be free to you.  Better do it before you reach your thirties.