I've always had bad periods since they started. Especially really bad debilitating cramps that no pain meds would help. Over the past year I've had unbearable aching stabbing pelvic pain that alternates from front to back pretty much all month. I thought it was from my hips which have been out of alignment since I was a child though supposedly therapy helped fix it.
So I had some chiropractic work but it didn't help. I went and saw OBGYN, he did a pelvic and it was really painful for me which it usually isn't that bad. I had an Ultrasound and he didn't see any cysts or fibroids. But he decided Endo was a possibility since my Aunt has it and I'm rather sure my mom has it too.
So I've been on BC for 6 months, it seems to ease the pain a little and I was almost back to my daily life. Sometimes I'd have really bad recurring pelvic pain though, usually in stressful situations. Nothing helps with it during the pain, no pain meds (mind you I don't have health insurance so I can't afford stronger pain meds). I was also on Cymbalta after having a mental break-down because I couldn't deal with the horrible interfering pain anymore in my life that would hardly let me leave the house. I've also struggled with high anxiety and depression since I was a teen. When I started having the weird pelvic pain, people thought that was causing it as well as all the stomach stuff I've been having over the years but the Cymbalta alone didn't do too much. It helped me stay calmer and they gave me Serqueol because I was having such horrible pain I would be up all night in pure agony. I was lucky if I got any sleep at all. But adding the BC seemed to finally help enough for me to sleep and hold a job.
Now it's coming back with a vengeance after I went off Cymbalta for a month, now I'm starting it again and the pain is unbearable. I don't know if it's coincidence that it got this bad after I stopped taking Cymbalta but if that were the case you wouldn't think it'd take a month for it to start effecting me. I started having really horrible dull aching pain in my pelvis, lingual area, and it radiates down my thighs and into my legs and alternates to my lower back and sides again. I'm also tired a lot and get lots of headaches and occasionally get dizzy. I don't have bleeding between periods, though I did have spotting once and I bleed rather heavily during periods but not as extremely as some people describe around here.
I don't have the money to get surgery right now, so I can't know if it's Endo and I worry about saving my money for it and then wasting it when I find out I don't have it. I keep doubting myself and worrying it's something else and there's nothing I can do about it. Does it really sound like I have Endo? I've also suffered from awful IBS symptoms since I was a teen, alternating constipation, heartburn and diarrhea which I finally got under control, mostly, by using pyshilliam seeds. I was at the point where I had diarrhea about once a week or once every few weeks and then I suddenly started getting horribly constipated where I'd be so blocked up I'd be up all night in awful lower stomach pain waiting for it to come out so I would feel better. And before the BC pills, I used to have awful shooting rectal pain and worse than usual pain when I had a bowel movement. That's one of the things that have gone away since I been on the BC pill..
Plz tell me I'm not crazy and doing this to myself, that it sounds like it actually is Endo because I'm sick of people assuming my body issues are all emotionally related!For years I thought I had some stomach disease instead and had a colonoscopy at 21 and saw these doctors when I still had medical insurance. Now I don't but I saw a GYNO during Christmas that my parents paid for because I knew something was wrong with me. I've never had this pelvic pain before until it started mysteriously last spring and it has not gone away. I've been in pain every day since and I can't recall a day that I haven't had any pain since last April. That's not normal and there's no way years of anxiety suddenly made me develop this new symptom, and I've always had bad periods so, it must make sense right??