Hi.
OK. Relax. The world isn't coming to an end, and neither is your sexuality.
First, let's talk about Lexapro. Lexapro is a drug prescribed for major depressive disorder and generalized anxiety disorder. I’m concerned that this drug was not prescribed by a psychiatrist. Realize that in determining which drug is most appropriate for you, a psychiatrist evaluates your unique physiological and psychological history. Everyone is different, and there’s no drug that’s perfect for everyone. If you’re concerned about Lexapro’s effects, I suggest you go see a psychiatrist for a one-time drug consult. Although Lexapro isn’t generally considered to affect sexual functioning, there have been some people who have reported sexual side effects. So go see an expert, and set your mind at ease.
From what you’ve written, it sounds like there’s nothing wrong with you. You’ve just convinced yourself there’s something amiss, and now you’ve created a viscous circle. As soon as your penis didn’t do exactly what you wanted, you started to worry. Sex is all about what’s going on in your head. The more you worry, the more your penis isn’t going to cooperate. In fact, it can be downright rebellious! You need to relax. If someone tells you NOT to think of elephants, what’s the first thing you think about? That’s right. Elephants. And if you worry about getting erection, same thing: self-fulfilling prophesy.
Erections go up and down. You’ll find this happening all your life. It doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy sex, but you have to adjust your attitude and relax. Many men feel that if their erection goes down even a tiny bit, there’s something wrong with them. Where does this come from?
Men receive so many messages that sex is about “performance” and pleasing a partner, rather than just enjoying the pleasure of it. Everything is goal-oriented—like a football game. The other message that many men receive is that sex is somehow dirty and wrong, unless you’re doing it for reproductive purposes. Sometimes this can creep into our unconscious thoughts and sabotage any pleasure. Ask yourself whether you have any conflicts about being sexual—any old messages that might be lurking in your subconscious.
For more information about erection issues, attitude, etc., I highly recommend the book “The New Male Sexuality” by Bernie Zilbergeld, Ph.D. It’s widely available in paperback and is an invaluable resource.
Since you're prone to anxiety, this will probably be an ongoing theme in your life. The book has some great exercises that will help you learn how to relax, stop putting pressure on yourself and enjoy sex for what it is: pleasure. Give yourself permission to enjoy whatever happens—and find partners who aren’t hung up on performances issues either. Best of luck to you. Dr. J
My doctor told me the same thing about Zoloft. Said 50 mg was not enough to cause problems. I took LexaPro too. I will never take another SSRI. Wellbutrin is a better choice to me!