I am truely sorry for your losses. It sounds like you have had a time of it. I truely hope 2009 has nothing but happines for you hun.
leighanne: Thanks. I know, I can't believe how long our thread is getting! :)
Just FYI: I'll probably start a new thread later this week, so keep an eye out for it :)
jmh2005: Yes, GROW, FOLLIES, GROW !!! If they didn't hear luvkayln, maybe they'll hear me ;-)
babynr: Welcome back :) I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. This has not been a good day on the thread. Once again, I'm fighting back tears. I can't imagine all you've been through this year. You are in my thoughts & prayers. Good luck on your next go-around. January is just around the corner :)
arlotheslug: Definitely don't blame yourself. They don't tell us when they're sick. They're strong like that ;) Yes, Penny was diagnosed on June 8 and passed away Aug 1, so we had 2 months with her, but she went through chemo & it was all very difficult, especially after losing Cleo just the year before. It's never easy! Try to find comfort in knowing you gave him all your love. I believe he feels that and knows just how loved he is. Take care & take time, but please do come back! ;-)
ad_06: Welcome to you, too! That's great that you'll start with your RE in January! Best wishes to you :) If you want to be added to the thread, just let me know what CD you are.
Jessie: Thanks :) I'll keep updating you on Thursdays, then. Take care with the morning sickness.
Joyce: Sounds like a crazy day. Glad to hear you're home safely with your son :)
babynr- Wow sweetie! You've really gone throgh a lot this year! I'm so sorry about the loss of your twins, and I'm sooo sorry about losing your dad! OMG! How said! :( That's great he had support from you and the family during his last days! I know that meant so much to him! I know grieving is so hard, but also necessary. I'm still grieving the loss of my daughter. She was still born on Dec. 17, 2007, and we also had a m/c exactly 3 years ago when I was just a couple months along. I had Kayln when I was 8 months, and she died the day before delivery due to a very tight knot in her cord. :( Her birthday is just a couple weeks away, and then Christmas is right behind it... It'll be so hard without her! :( I know she's alive in my heart, just like your little ones and your dad are with you! What a strong person you are! (( Hugs))
ad_06- Welcome to our thread! :) I know you're so excited for January to get here so you can start seeing your RE! I love my RE! I hope you get great results on the 4th! That's my birthday, so hopefully it'll be a good day for us all! :)
jmh2005- Good luck on your follie check tomorrow! Grow follies, growwww! ( I think they heard me! ;)
Guesito
I'm sorry they changed your U/S. That *****. I know you are anxious but try to get some rest tonight. You will feel better tomorrow when you see the wonderful little bean.
LuvKayln
Thnx Girly. After 2 MCs I realy just I am actualy scared to get a BFP. I would rather move on to adoption, but DH says I have to do my FET first.
Hannah
You know I'm always here for you hun.
Well, I truly hope God is through testing me for awhile! I've been wanting to drop in for some time...but life kind of got away from me. Hubby started a new job, I'm starting a new job next week, (after 26 years of shift, weekends and holidays as a nurse finally got a day job!), thought we were getting back on track since the twin misscarriage in July, wow 4 mos ago, (remember leighanne and I were days apart?). Anyways, this past week I lost my Daddy. He had an anurysm in his abdomen...they caught it in time beffore it ruptured, but he just couldn't recover from the massive surgery. We stood vigil at his bedside for 45 days. No other way to say it, grieving ***** and you're never prepared even when you know it's coming. He and my mom had been together since she was 16 and he 19. It's just so heart breaking. I do have a bit of fertility news, our embys are being shipped from US to Canada today. We'll have one more round in January, no date yet. They'll have to mess with me chemically as I've only had 2 periods since my MC in July, I'll find out after the 18th. Nice o see some more BFP's, will be even nicer to see the baby pics. Leighanne, your bump is SO beautiful! Take care all...I'll try to pop in more often for updates.