Thanx guys. I keep a journal and a scrap book. Most days im super positive and some I just cant stop crying. My first ivf I got 12 eggs 8 fertilised and they transfered 2 none were frozen. It didnt take and ive never felt so devastated. This time im trying to keep up the positive attitude but I cant stop thinking about it failing. Im not sure I can take it again. Im 33 and we've been trying for 8 years this may. I got pregnant twice in the first year and lost both at around 10 week. It ***** more knowing theres nothing wrong with us :-(
******I believe I am pregnant!***** (correction)
That is the most important thing to do...just like the little train I think I can I think I can... law of attraction gives us what we put out so just be careful of your thoughts/feelings that are your emotions during that time frame of 68 seconds of manifestation..... I just love Abraham Hicks...
I had ivf when I was 23, I had loads of eggs retrieved and fertilized and so many to freezer, but out of all that I only had 2 transfers neither successful.
when I was 27 I had loads of eggs collected 21 and out of that only 3 fertilized, 1 transferred and one frozen. Not successful and frozen one I put down as I broke up.
Last year I had an egg collection of 10 eggs from my right ovary, the other one I was laughing and I believe it affected pick up as there were many follicles on that side but only 1 collected when I stopped laughing as I was told it makes it harder to collect the eggs... they said no eggs in those follicles, but from my history and reports online I do not agree. My egg pick up was done while I was awake btw. This cycle my egg quality was brilliant, 2 eggs fertilized twice the rest normal and made it all to day 5, with 1 transferred and 5 frozen, which is a brilliant result. What I did differently from my younger days of IVF is ate correctly, and had supplements like maca powered, zinc, pre-natal, no fizzy drinks, no coffee no tea, no alcohol and I also ensured I ate, unlike the cycles before. That frozen cycle resulted in a chemical pregnancy :), at day 6 I tested and it came up a BFN but on day 8 I tested and it came up a BFB. Please note I was so stressed about the BFN that I didn't care about driving my car in winter for 4 hrs with the air-con on as the heater didn't work and I could not see So this warns you not to early test! My dreams later showed me cracked eggs, and another one where the snake slid away, in the Chinese Zodiac I was having a snake and I was aware of this before conception.
No caffeine at all for the male especially no energy drinks or coke, I couldn't stop him drinking alcohol or smoking so I didn't stop shoving all the supplements in his mouth especially the zinc.
Just on the 22 April I had a nice little frozen embryo transferred, this time I have done acupuncture, and I have a problem with my kidneys being very cold which makes me urinate more than the average person, so it was recommended by my acupuncturist that I have a little bit of warming foods; garlic, chili, ginger, and to put a warm not hot water bottle on my back.... thus I am doing this! I will keep this little embryo warm in there, plus for me to be on vibrational frequency to having a baby I must think positive thoughts!!! If you think negative you only change the frequency which can change the outcome. It was a hard learn to learn all this, it took me 13 years from the date I had a tarot reading which said I definitely see you with 2 babies close in age, and that I was not ready yet, I couldn't figure out what she meant, she said I will learn why things happen...all this before the internet became such a useful tool to find anything, she gave me names and almost 13 years to the day it hit me. I believe I am not pregnant......besides the odds are stacked on my side, I have been pregnant 3 times before, my eggs were of excellent quality I have no weight issues its about time for me to realise it is my time with NO hesitation.
What I can say, is keep a diary of your experience, just encase you have to go through it more than once, but if you visualize and think positive thoughts for 17 seconds more positive thoughts will come keep that up until you have thought for 68 seconds and manifestation will occur.........something that I would have love to have known 13 years ago..but I am glad I figured it out now.
Thank you for listening and I hope this helps.
Please note, only ever one egg was transferred as it was either the clinic's policy or I was too young to be allowed to have more than one.