hey all well today has been delightfull
on a good note we passed the guide lines for adoption i am soooo glad didnt think we would but just found out we did nw to the forms nd interveiws etc please note this is something i have wanted to do for a while bus was going to do it after i had a child but why wait ??? i am sick of putting my life on hold for ttc i no it will happen so it will when it does
dan has been made redundant so im bummed 3 times in 9 months so unfair and its my birthday friday :(
My apt with the nurse tomz having blood work and hopefully a chat getting closer to be refeered to a specialist woohoooo
luvkayln i am so happy for you hunni i am jelous lol but happy ;) no thats amazing carnt wait till its me :)
so i no i am young but i really wanna give an unwanted child a home and it feels so good to be doing it and they will be a great asset and big bro sis to our nw born when i get preg :)
love u all x
dnikki- Oh no!!!! I'm so sorry you lost your job! :( Don't worry though! You have a great skill, and you will find another job and a boss who appreciates all the hard work you do! :) I'm glad dh was honest with you about not being ready to adopt. I think you should definately give the injections another round, but still not giving up on you this cycle girl! ;) IF AF does show, then move on to another round of the injections, and play it by here. You may feel the need to take a break, but I know you won't give up! :) We are WOMEN OF STRENGTH here, right? Right, OK!! :)
Guesito- Yay, that's awesome news! And good for you for throwing a fit! LOL :) Wow, FET is in 11 days! That's SO exciting! I know you're so anxious, and have been waiting for this for a long time! :) And thanks, we are SO thrilled! I feel SO much better having seen the baby and the h/b! I feel like we just won the lottery or something! :)
So after throwing a fit at my DR. he decided to put me on FOLPLEX, for anticoagulant and its also very high on Folic Acid. I feel so much better now. :) FET in 11 days....
Luvkayln- So excited for you! Can't even imagine how happy you must be.
Okay, so not only did i get a BFN yesterday morning, I got a call from the secretary at work today to tell me "My services are no longer needed..." WTF??????????????????
So I immediately drove to work to pick up all my papers and such and my boss was still there. I walked into his office and saide "Dr.T****, I just want to know if you have a reason for firing me?" Answer: Turns around, shrugs his shoulders and says "Ummm, I don't know, It....Didn't work...out?" ARGH!!! I knew he was an A S S but seriously, when I am one of the only people who show up on time, do their job right and get along with my patients, you're going to fire me???????????/ I wish I could have told him off right then and there, but when I get really mad, I cry lol. I didn't want to make a fool of myself. Sorry for the vent!!!
On another note, my "symptoms" are subsiding. I can now (for the most part) lay on my stomach once again without the feeling that I'm crushing my bbs... So I am prepared for a -ive beta tomorrow. I'm going to do one more round of injects and see what happens. DH shot down the idea of adopting yesterday. He wasn't rude or anything, he just doesn't think he could do it. I'm glad he was honest with me though and I can't be mad at him for it. Maybe he'll change his mind one day...
Well gals, I shall check in later.... Hope everyone is well...
Hugs, Love, and SSBD to all :-)
Candie- Aww..poo! I'm also sorry about AF! :( It'll happen soon! You're getting all this wonderful attention you need and getting all the right testing done, and they'll figure out the issue and BAM, you'll get your BFP and will look back on all this and see how worth it it all was! It may not seem like it now, but we're not even 8 weeks, and I already feel like it was a short journey trying for this baby, even though when we were trying seemed like it was never gonna happen month after month... I know your time is coming soon! :)
Mommyin10- Actually, our next appointment is on the 26th at 7 am. Our next u/s pic will actually look like a baby! :) The nurse today got some really good shots of the baby, different angles and such, but didn't take a very good picture. I mean, you can't really tell what you're looking at. LOL Oh well, we experienced the best part today, and it totally made our day, that's for sure! :) After our next appointment, we graduate to an OB, but we're going to a high-risk OB so they'll do an u/s every week I'm pretty sure. My friend went there, and I'm trying to think of how often she said she went, and I'm pretty sure she said every week after the 3rd month. She also had a stillborn, but it wasn't a cord accident like Kayln's, I guess only half of his brain developed and she lost him. :( It was so sad...! I just got done shopping, and all I want to do now is pass out! I'm pooped! :)
Thank you all for the comments on my u/s pic! It really means a lot! ;) Hope everyone is enjoying their Monday! :)
Candie: I'm sorry about AF ;( Your cruise sounds amazing!!! I'm so happy that you two decided to go for it. What a romantic & fun time you'll have =)
rachjas: Sorry, I hadn't read through the posts... Congrats on being in your tww! Your chart looks great! =) How exciting that you'll have your IVF class tomorrow & will start taking steps towards your IVF ;) I'll update you on our list tomorrow.
ad_06: I'm glad your beta is going down naturally. Do you keep going back til it's negative? I'm so happy to hear that you & dh are doing well, staying strong & that your step-son is there to keep your spirits up! Yes, he is so lucky to have such a wonderful step-mom!!! I hope you had a Happy Mother's Day. I know how you feel, but next year we'll both have our little ones to celebrate with ;)