:(( i am so sad... / open forum

[Allexa]

hi every1. i am sooooo sad today. well im in my tww but i have absolutely no hope cuz i went for a pap today and i got some crazy problems. i had acidentally been kneed in the croch a couple yrs ago and i got this lump down there. i went to drs. after that and they never said anything about it. i didnt go specifically for that but they seen it and asked about it then completely ignored it. even the dr. that did my iui seen it and said it wouldnt affect me getting pg. but now my new dr. seen it and says its abnormal and needs to be checkd so i gota go to my obgyn and they are gona check it and drain it if needed. anyway, i asked my dr if it being there can afect be getin pg and she said it could. cuz if its infected or anything then my cm might not be sperm freindly since its probly tryin to kill any foren bodies or something. i didnt explain that right im sure but hopefully you all no what i mean. so im in another tww with no hope of being pg cuz of a problem that 2 previous drs. ignored. i feel like i shoulda pushed for it to be checked but at the same time they made me feel like nothin was rong with that being there. well on the bright side i can ttc again after they drain it as long as nothin else goes rong. im just so sad and im sory for wasting a thred but i needed to vent :( i got no1 else to talk to.  dh is at work..figher fighter so he wont be home till tomarow..

you can use this for an open forum and if any1 else wants to vent go ahead and do so here. :)

[praying hard]

I'm so sorry to hear this!  I hate that the dr.s in the past didn't pay more attention to this too!  The dr. didn't say that you COULDN'T be preg this month though, right?  I mean, there is still some chance isn't there?  I know this sounds so cliche , but try and look at the positive.  The fact that they've found this and the problem will be corrected is a step forward.  Good luck and keep us posted!

[memmawizz]

Hi, your dr is looking at it now so things are moving in the right direction. It sounds like the lump doesn't make it impossible to be pg, just more difficult. That's why we're all here because being pg isn't easy for us so make sure you get lots of support from all the amazing women on this site. Thinking of you. Keep us posted x

[Soopa4]

Sorry to hear that. I wouldn't necessarily beleive that the dr is going to be right, however. If the two previous dr's didn't think it would be a problem, and this doc is the only one that thought it could be, it could just be this particular doc's perspective. If I were you I'd keep TTC (unless it's painful) because you never know!

[jen023]

It sounds like you are going through just a little bit of the same thing I am. I have been ttc forever and I had a pap yesterday where she noticed that I have a tilted uterus. She said that I can still get pg, but it could take longer or be harder to get pg. I have been going to a diff dr for 5 years and they never mentioned this - which they definitely should have known that it was like that. Ugh!

There is one positive to this though for both of us - we have both been trying forever to conceive and nothing - now at least we may have a reason! Now they can check into this for you and make sure that it gets taken care of. You and I should both be on the road to a BFP very soon - even if we have to wait another month or so - every month passed is one more closer to getting that Positive!!!

[Allexa]

thank you all so much for the support. ya the dr didnt say it would be imposible she just said it may be hard and that it could be a problem with ttc. well i no that next week they will call me to schedule an app to get it taken care of so hopefully after that everything will be better. i mean i guess i still have a chance but its just a slight chance. i guess ill still keep my hope. :) thx every1 for the support!! :D

(sorry i didnt respond earlier but the time that this place is active is actually midle of the night for me so i fell asleep...sorry) :)

[jen_KE]

Allexa - I feel so bad for you.  It seems like you have had many hurdles to get through these past few months that I have been posting.  I'm thinking about you.  I truly think it will happen - for us all!  Try to keep your spirits up!