Father's Day - Infertile couple

[babyhope40527]

This weekend all our friends have planned and gone to a beach resort with 8 families; all of them have 2 kids each except me. i love the time i spend with the younger ones; my best friends are 5 and 4 years old in the group :) they love me and i love them.

so on saturday night; there was a cake making program for fathers day; hence all the kids have participated and they made a lovely cake for their fathers. on sunday; we assembled for cake cutting by all the fathers except my husband. so my husband didnt know what to do like should he stand around the cake or away? he stood away in the corner and kept watching everyone; i am the photographer there so i had to take pics of the cakes as well the kids and fathers. so it was a total fun.

however; it pinches somewhere within unknown place; that my hubby could not be part of celebration; he is not a father; he could not become a father; i could not give a baby to him; we could not be parents yet; we are infertile; struggling with the infertility; fighting our best; swimming against the ocean tides; making sure it works one day; making sure we could celebrate fathers day one day. making sure our life is complete too.........

[misslollipop]

aww gee infertility is hard but you know what... the day you get your bundle of joy.. you will appreciate him/her and do anything for that child.. and you hubby will be a daddy someday just keep positive, which i know is hard to do sometimes but it will happen some way or another.. good luck on your ttc journey

[usuk]

it is nice that you are aware of your feelings. you express them so vividly and so so eloquently. you are not alone. these types of celebrations are hard. i hope you can talk about it with your husband. xoxoox

[lisa1905]

I read ur story and made me cry , I know life sometimes is hard and we can not get our wishes at any time, but I believe that the closed door will open one day and all ur wishes will come true , maybe not a too far from now , u and ur husband will a big cake for ur newborn and celebrate it . I will pray for you and I hope ur wishes come true , sending u a lot of baby dust and hug :)