HOLY POO! You will NOT believe this!!!! POSITIVE TODAY!

[scienceteacher79]

As you all know - 2 weeks ago I was getting very very fainbt positives. Started bleeding 2 saturdays ago (brown and weird looking). Went to have my blood test done almost 2 wks ago EXACTLY! "Less than one" was my beta test. So, after all the money and pain, we lost another baby - or so I THOUGHT! Now, I had a little period the few days after I started bleeding - brownish, reddish, chunky (sorry - TMI!) - nothing like a normal period but whatever. Anyway, I finally had sex with DH again Saturday (yesterday) and started to spot (brown - dark, no red) which is completely weird. I never spot in between periods. Anyway, i had one digital test left and said "what the heck". I had literally JUST peed 5 mins before and managed to sqeeze out a few drops (like 5! haha) into a cup and stuck the test in. It started blinking so I jumped in the shower and put it on the outside ledge. AND THEN I SAW IT! YES+ IT SAID YES+!! So, i screamed for DH, tried to explain it to him and then started to laugh hysterically. IT WAS ALL I COULD DO!! HAHAHAHAH! So, of course I ran to walmart and got more tests!! HAHAH!! They are all positive! Not as dark as I feel they should be for almost 6 wks so I am not thinking this is going to work out to be a good scenerio BUT that is the darkest tests I HAVE EVER HAD!! HAHAHAH - I can not believe this. I am going to the doc at 8am sharp and hopefully will know something by 3 or 4pm tomorrow.

It is either going to be: remnants of something that tried to grow, an ectopic (god I hope not - I only have one good unblocked tube), or a miracle baby - sweet Lord! I am so freaked out right now!!!

Any thoughts?

[sheenattc5years]

im so sorry that you had to go thru all that, i just wanted to thank you for your help on my post, you gave a glimmer of hope, i hope all is well with you and your family and again thank you

[Misskytti]

I hope you r pregnant and all goes well  keep us updated!!!  

[scienceteacher79]

oooh! I will see what the numbers do on Tuesday - if they go down a good bit, I will have a glass. :)

Helen - yeha, it *****. If it is bad in ife, it happens to me. Always been that way. Apparently me or my family (all the way back to whenever) did something reallyyyyyyyyyyyy bad to pee God off somewhere. Curse is the term I keep thinking of. I wonder if we were witches or something? My family is completely irish so i find it hard to see us as witches :) Maybe we were drunk and herding our sheep one day in Ireland and ran over someone with a sheep and killed them!!!! Like a driveby, but more like a SHEEPby! WAHAHAHA!! :)

Oh well, we will try again one day and pray I have all my cursed bad luck out of the way. 2010 started off so awesome (Well, the first couple of days were great then it all went downhill quickly!). I finally thought I was going to have a good year - BLECH!

[Helen72]

I am so sorry to see what you are going through.  This is so sad and unfair...  I hope you can have that big drink soon.
Hugs,
Helen

[seattleview]

My RE told me it would be fine to have a drink or two after my methotrexate injections. She literally said "just don't go home and drink an entire bottle of wine". I had a couple beers the evening of my second round of injections and I was and am just fine. :)

[scienceteacher79]

babywanted - we don't know if it is ectopic or not, probably not. HCG is too low to see anything either way. The shot should dissolve everything (notice, i said SHOULD). I only have one good tube that is not blocked so removing it wouldn't be smart at all :) We will see what the future holds - if the shot doesn't take care of it, I am going to push for the D and C instead of another round of shots that probably won't work anyway.