I decided to go for a beta today

[SueGre]

I know I could have waited a few more days but I just need to know. They will call with the results tomorrow morning. My hopes are low. I did a CBE +\- test tonight with super dark pee and it was negative. I guess we're on to round 3 of Clomid. After that my insurance will consider me in infertile status and will start to cover more treatments.

~Sue

[empty]

Hi Sue

All the way in Australia, I was keeping my fingers crossed for you this month. I am so sorry this isnt your month but please know it will happen. I am hoping its not too far away before you send us a BFP post.

[SueGre]

I dried up today so I think AF is on her ugly way. Thanks for being so positive, though.

~Sue

[rdh1981]

Well said Amy!!!! I totally agree!!!! Hang in there girl, I am not giving up yet and I hope neither or you!!!!

[amy0013]

It is absolutely possible that it's still too early.  Like they say, it ain't over until AF shows!!!  Is it possible you didn't ovulate when you thought?  Even if that is off by a day it could make it too soon for a beta test???  I don't want to give you false hope...I just think anything IS possible!  :)

[SueGre]

Your posts have brought me to tears. Thank you all so much for all the love and support.

Do any of you think there's any chance that 3 days before AF could have been too early to do a beta? I don't really have any hope left for this cycle, I just want to know what you all think.

Love and Hugs,

S

[Griggsy]

I'm so sorry Sue! I know how much you guys want and deserve this! You're in my thoughts and prayers! Hang in there girl!

[Helen72]

I am so sorry this did not work  :(
I hope your last round of clomid bring a bfp.

[rdh1981]

My heart is crushed.....I was soooooo hoping that this was it.  I am so sorry.

Sending you lots of love!!

Rachel

[tina1111]

*tears* I was so hopeful for you. I am sorry Sue.

[wanting4#1]

Sue, I am so sorry! I know that those words are little consolation during these times, but they are all I have across the cyber lines!  I know that it will happen for you.  I will keep you in my prayers!

Big {{HUGS}}

[Latrice414]

Sue i am so sorry, for we all know to some degree how you feel. Keep praying and i hope you are blessed very soon with a BFP.  For me, if im not preggo this cycle im going to wait until nove/dec and even then i might just go with the flow, im giving myself to 35 but i wanted to have 2 kids b4 35.

((((((((((((hugz))))))))))))), i will keep you in my prayers.

[Houston79]

I'm feeling for you Sue! I hate the negative word.  I'm walking with you in this.  I understand what that huge letdown is.  so sorry. big hugs!

[amy0013]

OH man Sue.  I am so sorry!  :(  Keep doing everything you're doing and *try* to stay positive...easier said than done, right?  :( We're here for you!

[scienceteacher79]

Oh man! CRA PPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so sorry honey. I loves you!! HUGS! I am CD 4 so I know the feeling... Keep your chin up. Are they upping the clomid at all? They should up it every month by 50mg.

[SueGre]

Negative. Not a shocker. When is this ever going to happen?

[SeattleRed]

Good luck,girl!!  I'm pulling for you!  :)

[Tanker Chic]

Beta can be accurate 3 days prior to AF, but just like hpt, the earlier the test, the higher the possibility of a false negative...

I know it is hard,  you want to be hopeful but you don't want to get your hopes up too much.. the fall seems that much harder.. For me I find it best to know, that way I can move on to the next thing ahead of me...

Hopefully you won't need it, but that is wonderful news about your insurance... IUI might be just the thing you need.. we did clomid with hcg and bding a couple cycles prior to IUI and it didn't work for us, but IUI did.. I'm not sure why it makes such a big difference, but for us, it makes ALL the difference...

[anne72]

Good luck!:)

[SueGre]

Thanks for the dust! Hopefully it did the trick!

[SueGre]

My bbs are sore, but that's normal for me. I've had increased heartburnn the last few days. I burb eveything up! Both drinks and food come up. This had me thinking along with the abundant cm.

Can a beta be accurate 3 days before AF is due? I'm really really nervous about tomorrow. I am not feeling very hopeful. Maybe I'm just preparing myself for bad news so it wil be a little easier to hear if it's negative.

[Tanker Chic]

My whole pg, I did not have much cm, but I have read that many people do... My earliest pg symptoms were tender bbs, increased thirst and mild but consistent heart burn... and most importantly.. just a hunch that something was different this time...

Good luck to you girl.. if I could hold my breath that long I would :)  

[amy0013]

Keep us posted!  Good luck and SSBD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[SueGre]

Keep visualizing! I really need it! Still have loads of yellow cm. Did you have any when you were pg?

[Tanker Chic]

Oh Sue, how exciting.. I really hope this is it...  I'm going to visualize a beta of 75 for you and it doubles, spot on, every 48 hrs..

I'm hoping hard for you!!!