I have been trying to get pregnant now for 3 years,and recently had a laprocopic surgery this past week,I am back to work,and feeling much better however I am very depressed and sad,to say that they had to remove my left tube,so Now I am only left with my ovaries and right right tube,,,,they said because I am a smoker my risk for an ectopic is high,so I have quit smoking to help that as well,but now I am scared to get pregnant afraid it will be a tubal pregnancy and I will lose the only tube I have and any chance of ever bringing my own child into this world.. that I want soo bad.
Has anyone felt this way as well? or only have one tube like me>>? I go back on Wednesday to see my dr for a post-op and to see pictures,,,They talked to my husband after my surgery and found lots of scar tissue that had to be removed,thus the reason for BAD crippling periods month to month,since I can remember.. Ive been an emotional wreck since,I dont know if its from the pain meds Im coming off of , the quitting smoking or the fact they took my tube out has messed up my hormones or all the above..but Im scared,thinking too much about it,and just all around depressed since .. I knew they would probably have to take my left tube but I guess I was hoping they could repair it.I was ok with it,and I realize it wasnt even working so why Im upset makes no sense? but I am and it bothers me... I been told I still have 2 ovaries and my right tube and my chance are still good to conceive on my own.but Now Im scared if I do Im gonna have a tubal and lose the only tube I got??