I M/C LAST NIGHT

[babyadrian]

hi, Ladies.not too long ago I joined in this forum.. last year i had m/c from my 1st ivf. Igot pregnant again after 3rd ivf. I am 6w yesterday and around 4:30pm i went to the ladies room but when i looked on my pantiliner theres red blood, when i wiped theres big clot. i called my re and they told me to come in, so we drove(my dh). the on call dr. did u/s she saw a sac & yolk sac, she saw also another sac but she said it looks like it never developed. She can't explainn why i am bleeding though, although at that time bleeding was gone, just spotting.
We went home and while i was watching tv,laying down i started to have cramping and its getting worst. I went to the bathroom and there you go...lots of blood and big clots..BIG TIME...i know its OVER..I was cramping bad and passing big clots.. my dh called the dr. again and she told me I am miscarrying and theres nothing that we can do..on the other hand she also told me that maybe i am passing the other sac.. she was so good.. but i know that with those bleeding and passing big clots..I just lost all my hopes..

It happened before so I know what i am going through.. I just don't understand why.. I know that theres reason ...only GOD knows... i pray for strength ...
its like 5 a.m. eastern time.. i am going back to my re's office to see if i passed everything..
I will let you know... thank you ladies for your time and your prayers, wishes...

[bella537]

God bless you and I am so sorry for your loss.  It's hard to know why these things happen and it's only our nature to wonder why but as you said, God has a plan for us though we do not know what it is, he will make us happy.   I'll be thinking of you.

[babyadrian]

I just want to tell you all how wonderful you are.. thank you all  ladies.. i wish i can give all a hugs and kisses.. i am still so sad.. but i know with the supports that i get... i will get through this..

I lost them.. re did not see any sacs anymore.. i guess it would have been twins..  its over now..

thank you again..

[tricia448]

i am so sorry for what you are going thru...i will have you in my prayers!!

[ms320]

I am so sorry for what you are going through.  I lost mine at 6-7 weeks as well.  I felt it was the cruelest joke that was ever played on me.  I wanted so badly to get pregnant, and when it finally happened, I just trusted that everything would proceed normally.  I felt hurt, angry and then numb for quite some time.  Do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself.

Mary

[miky72]

I'm so sorry..I do not have words to tell you how I feel for you.
a big hug,
Miky

[pcarsey]

I'm so sorry you are going through this, I too lost a lil one at 6 - 7 weeks. It is very devastating. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Patty

[BabyBlue07]

I am so sorry bayadrian.  Everything happen for a purpose.  Be strong and be positive.  You will be in my prayers today.

Just relax and enjoy your Thanksgiving Holiday.  

[annabrita]

i,m so very sorry for your loss.but guess what?it;s not over yet till you get a confirmation from your RE.maybe you had twins and just lost one of them.i'll put you in my prayers today.be strong and keep us updated

[prayin4baby]

I am so sorry you are going through this.  I know how hard this can be.  I will pray for you and dh.

Question: Did the dr. say if there was a chance you were pregnant with twins and your losing one?  Did they hear a heartbeat the other day?  I'm praying for you and dh!!

[nutmegg]

I am so sorry that you had to go through this.  My thoughts and prayers are with you and your dh.

[magda_s]

I'm so very sorry... I've been posting all over the place because I'm feeling miserable after a negative hpt last night.  Went fro my blood test an hour ago... 3 more till the result but I'm convinced it's all over.  But I can't begin to imagine what it must be like to go through the joy of being told you are pregnant and to then go through what you are going through.  It just seems so very, very wrong and I am truly sorry.  What can anyone say to make this better??  You are in my prayers as are so many wonderful people on this site and I can only hope and pray that we all get what we so badly want eventually.

[silver82]

I hope this comforts you and other ladies.


Don’t let them say I wasn’t born, that something stopped my heart,

I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I loved you from the start.

Although my body you can’t hold, it doesn’t mean I’m gone,

This world was worthy not of me, God chose that I move on,

I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face,

You have my word, I’ll fill your arms, someday we will embrace.

You’ll hear that it was “meant to be, God doesn’t make mistakes”

But that won’t soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache.

I’m watching over all you do, another child you’ll bear,

Believe me when I say to you, that I am always there.

There will come a time, I promise you, when you will hold my hand,

Stroke my face and kiss my lips and then you’ll understand.

Although I never breathed your air, or gazed into your eyes,

That doesn’t mean I never “was”…An Angel Never Dies.

[silver82]

Hi sweety im so sorry for your loss. i had a miscarraige myself in August of this year. I use to ask my self WHY but its nothing we have done. Im sending you lots of love and you are in my thoughts. Try and keep strong love it will happen one day.

[empty]

i am so very sorry. i will be thinking of you.