Sad Mornining

[powerful5]

Today is my day to return to my doctor, but this morning used the bathroom saw blood on the tissue. The tears starting coming and coming. Very depressed right now. I feel like such a failure. Trying so long to get pregnant, hoping I would get good news today.

I am heading to my appointment now. TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT OUR NEXT STEP WILL BE. I hate to see the disappointed look on my husband face. Its bothers me that I cant give him the one thing we wants most.

I hate feeling sorry for myself, but right now I really do. And for all the women who knows, how I am feeling right now

I will say a pray for us. I probably wont be on for a couple of days, just need to get my head right. And try to believe that god have a reason for putting us thru this.

[powerful5]

Thank you!!1!

We need all the support and positive words, to keep us going.

Thanks for the pray, I will also keep you in my prayers.

[Slimrocky]

I know exactly how you feel that was me the day before I was suppose to see my Dr. Its like everything just come tumbling down on you and nothing noone says can lift it. It is hard to get over and even harder to think positive but I will say to you what I say to myself don't give up on what you want. We have to do things different and work hard for that one thing. Yes many women don't appreciate the fact that they can have a child but we know what it feels like not to have one so keep fighting and have faith it will happen. I just keep telling myself that everything will happen in due time. I will kepp you in my prayers and take as much time as you need to relax and get your head back in the game.

[powerful5]

Thanks you, its so hard when there isnt a guarantee and the end of the road.

Thanks for the pray, I also send a pray to you and your family.

I will keep you posted on my progess.

[momtobe78]

dont give up. i did ivf twice before i got pregnant. and both times i used a loan. just dont give up if this is really what you want!

praying for you and your family.

[powerful5]

Thanks for your positive words, its so hard to keep the faith when you have  been trying for so long. Then you actually do Ivf and then it fail. YOU feel so let down, especially when you used everything you have saved up, and it doesnt work out. I try being positivie, because god have blessed with me a good husband. But yes I have question myself & God Numerous times.

babynumbertwo: thank you as well. Praying for you

Thanks again its nice to have kind words,when you feel like your world is falling apart.

[m_hahs]

i am so sorry for the emotional rollercoaster u are on right now. i know im speaking for a lot of women out there & we know how your feeling. dont get down on yourself. none of us know why we have to go through this terrible milestone in life or what Gods plan is for us, but DONT give up. i've asked myself & God numerous times...are we not supposed to have children? we are a good strong family & we know we will be good parents just as you. i know this time is hard to deal with but keep the faith...it will happen. may God bless you & get you & your husband through this difficult time. ill be praying for you.  

[babynumbertwo]

keep ur head up. god works in mysterious ways. Dont give up . I didnt O this month, I am on clomid 50mg 5-9 and have pcos, but I know it will happen...baby dust to U!!!