Testing tomorrow a.m. -- don't want to be sad again

[SueGre]

Hi all,

I'm testing tomorrow and I'm so nervous about getting a Big Fat Negative. I can't wait to test, but I'm also afreif to be disappointed yet again. I know all of can relate to this fear. And I know you girls will be there for me no matter what the result will be just as I will be there for all of you. I feel so emotional right now. I know I'm tired and remembering how sad we were last summer when we were here. I had just had my D&E one week before we came down. I just stared out at ocean and longed for my little boy. I just want this so badly. Just like all of you.

Love and Hugs,

~Sue

[butterflybabies]

Good luck Sue!! Praying you get a BFP tomorrow!

[kikicoates78]

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                                      That was all SSBD I just sprinkled on you!
Houston I hear you I don't know what I would do with all of my waiting if I didn't find you guys!! My oldest son calls me crazy b/c we have been tryin so hard with IUI's and Dr. appt. he calls me a "crazy" lady, so when I'm on here he tells his friends that i'm talking to all the other crazy ladies like me LOL :) He is just mad because I take away from his myspace time!!

[Tanker Chic]

Good luck sue.. I'll come looking for your BFP tomorrow!!  

Best of luck!!

[amy0013]

I will be 9DPO tomorrow so I'm right behind you!  ;)  Hopefully we can both share some good news!  With my first pregnancy I got a pos at 14DPO...I still can't believe I was able to hold off that long to test (it was my first test!)  I have already taken one test just to be silly...BFN.  I am going to wait until 10 or 11DPO before I try again.  Wishing you lots of luck in the morning, Sue!!  :)

[SueGre]

Thank you! Heading to bed now. Tomorrow will be here in no time. Yikes.

[Houston79]

I know-I'm just that fast!  I'm glad you have a sense of humor right now (even though you didn't let me come to the beach with you).  :)  

I'm doing okay.  I will test on Friday!  I'm so scared of BFN.  Those aren't cool and I've had my share of those so enough is enough!  I'm 11dpo today.  I'm on progesterone so I can't track my symptoms this time around. Maybe thats a good thing.  I want to give you big happy news too!  I hope we both get our BFPs and we can raise our babes together (well, you'll be taking him to the beach and I'll take mine to Detroit).  Thanks for being here for me!  I honestly would go crazy if I hadn't found this forum!  Hugs back!

[SueGre]

Thank you for your well wishes, I really appreciate it!

I'm 11dpo and will test tomorrow at 12dpo. I got a BFP last year at 12dpo. On 11dpo there was not even a hint of a 2nd line, but the next day the line was faint but visible to me and my DH. I figure if he can see it then I know it's really there!

How about you? Where are you in your cycle?

~Sue

[SeattleRed]

Hi Sue,
I echo both responses!!!  I'll be thinking of you and sending the babiest of thoughts and vibes your way.  That's great that you are at the ocean-what a wonderful place to release and be at peace.  SSBD!

[SueGre]

That SSBD must been one minute-mail because I just got it! So crazy. I read your post and then the package appeared outside the door. Crazy, right? At least I still have a sense of humor through all the nerves and sadness.

How are YOU doing? What dpo are you? I lost track. When are you going to test? I want to hear big happy news from you. And if not, I'll still be here for you.

Hugs,

~Sue

[amy0013]

I may be new here...but my heart goes out to you!!!!!!!  I hope this is your month and I am sending you TONS of SSBD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  How many DPO are you?  I'll be anxious to hear your news!!!

[Houston79]

Hi Sue-
That almost brought me to tears.  I sooo want you to get a BFP while you are there!  I will pray for you tonight and race to the computer tomorrow to see what happened!   I'll overnight a package full of SSBD to the ocean for you! HUGS back!