tired of being tired

[goingbig]

I have struggled with doctors for my life with no answers. I m  30 male no energy or motivation at all don't think well almost like dream or a zombie so I don't have no friends been depressed and suicidal at times,  do also struggle with drugs but lots of times wouldn't get out of house with out a energy helper anyone think they can help can't afford no more doctors or test ran on me.   HELP!!!

[FurballsMom]

Consider that you might have a condition called silent migraines that causes relatively minor silent migraines (without the actual headache).

I recognize what you are talking about, because I have had that sort of thing my entire life.  It is a medical condition.  Usually we are born with it.  It doesn't surprise me that you still aren't sure what you're dealing with.  I wasn't even diagnosed with the migraine issue until a couple of years ago, but I've had the symptoms you're talking about my whole life.  It turned out to be from silent migraines.

Migraines can cause extreme fatigue.

[ripleymt]

It sounds like you need a good therapist or better yet a good friend to talk to. I don't want to preach, but prayer and/or meditation can help. Mostly what will help is getting out of the house w/o the artificial energy helper. There are many things that can be to blame, first of all depression, secondly it could be your diet. A positive outlook can make all the difference, but you can't have a positive outlook if you're looking @ the world through a drug-induced filter. Please talk to someone who can help. Reach out to a friend to lean on. Please let me know how things are.