I am having a really hard time with my mother's death. She passed away from liver cancer almost 2 weeks ago, and I try to talk to her, but I find myself feeling silly, because I don't know if she's really listening, or if she's even still around me. It makes me feel so guilty because I have hardly cried, and I find myself afraid to fall asleep, or to be in the dark because she might show up. Which is so stupid because I know I should not be afraid of her, but I am afraid of ghosts so seeing her that way scares me. I just need some advice to be able to accept that she is still with me, and that she may come and see me someday. Sorry, I probably sound like a crazy person.