I got strep early June took 10 day antibiotics. Mid-june I had my first ever exposure of unprotected sex. Mid july I got Tonsilitis so I went on an IV of antibiotics and took another 10 day prescription for after. Late August I had my second exposure of unprotected sex with a different guy. 3 days after my 2nd exposure I got a pap test. No STIs but I got BV and took 8 antibiotic pills on one day. After this I began having weird bowel movements, weird color urine and pain in my stomach. The doctors say that all the antibiotics have caused the symptoms. Gave me Tectra, took away stomach pain. I took an HIV test 2 months after first exposure and 1 week after 2nd exposure. Came back negative. I took another test 14 weeks after first exposure and 5 weeks after second exposure. Also came back negative. Doctors have promised me Im fine. But i've convinced myself I have HIV. Im paranoid, depressed, chronic stress, I have anxiety, I cry every night. My life is a mess. Went back to the doctor last week for another pap cause I had clumpy, rubbery, cotton cheese discharge. Result came back as inconclusive BV. Now my boyfriend (who I got back with after 6 months of separation, in october) began complaining of a ongoing sore throat since mid-october and pain in his left groin, and now pain in his lower back. i should mention he plays soccer 3 times a week. and it could easily be from that but I've convinced myself its because I've given him HIV.
Im going crazy. Is it possible? Can my results be wrong? Can I have symptoms so early on? Are my symptoms related to HIV? I just want to feel normal again.
I should mention Im 100 percent we were both HIV negative before this. He's never slept with anyone else but me.