What, did you think I might have changed my mind? I already told you: I am not "pretty sure" you do not have HIV. I am 100% rock-solid sure.
Yes, psychology can do al ltha you are feeling, but you should not expect that knowedge, by itself, to stop your anxieties about it. You likely will need professional help to do that.
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Thank you, I will only ask one last question. So you are pretty sure that I don't have it, even when considering all these symptoms? Subgroup O is detectable in test I have done?
Can psychological do such harm to people? then I could move on and ease my mind from worrying about it.
Sorry, this forum only deals with HIV, which you do not have. There are probably at least a hundred possible causes and there is no reason to keep worrying about HIV. Your main problem might be psychological. The only answer will come from seeing a doctor or clinic.
That will have to end this thread.
Hi dear Dr. Handsfield,
thanks for your kind reply. It makes me feel better now. Yes, when I mean BAD, I mean she is tested HIV positive.
The problem is that, my body has changed a lot since that contact, and I cannot find out the reason. I got many symptoms very similar to the HIV infection. For example, muscle pain appeared in two weeks, stomach acid up to throat also, with several night sweat. Dry hand and Hand rash, face rash later, then some bleeding spot under skin on arms. I got a very severe cough and anti-biotics helped very slowly, and I got ear ringing since then. I used to be very strong and healthy, so these changes really make me confused, worried and scared a lot. After those test, I kind of accept the fact that they are truely negative, but then I cannot explain what happened on my body. All other STD tests came back also negative.
My family is also a big concern for me. I tried hard to protect them but it seems that they are easy to catch cold now, and my children are often coughing. I know I made a mistake, but I want all good for my family.
I am worried that I got some virus strain such as subgroup O that cannot be detected by the current method, dear Doctor, could you tell me what the possiblity is? Anyway to find it out?
If I don't have these symptoms, I could accept the test results and move on, but because of these symptoms, I found that it is very difficult for me to do this. Dear Docotor Handsfield, you are one of the leading experts in this field, could you give me some advices what might cause these if it is not HIV. These different symptoms are likely related (called Syndrome), and I am now really tired and exhaused by them and the thoughts about their cause.
Thanks a lot!
Relax. Despite the title you selected for your question, there is nothing confusing here at all. You don't have HIV. The nature of your exposure doesn't matter. Symptoms don't matter. Your CD4/CD8 test results don't matter. Even your partner's HIV result (assuming "BAD" means she tested positive for HIV) doesn't matter. What matters is that your own HIV tests are negative. Test results always outweigh all those other factors -- always. It is not possible to have HIV and have a negative HIV antibody tests at 3 and 6 months.
As to the ancillary questions: CD4 counts and CD4/CD8 ratios are not stable things, and they regularly vary by as much as yours. Even 4 hours difference in testing time, e.g. 10 am versus 2 pm, can make as much difference as in your results. In fact, the very same blood specimen, tested twice, will often give results that differ as much as yours. Your CD4/CD8 counts were a waste of money in this situation, and the results of your tests are meaningless.
And your symptoms really don't even hint at HIV. Had you come to my office, those symptoms would not have prompted me to even think of HIV as a possibility.
It is long past time to accept the truth, and to accept the reassurance you undoubtedly have received from your own health care providers: You don't have HIV, whether subroup O or any other. Congratulations! All is well.
Best wishes-- HHH, MD