Oh, my tests were before 6 months and at 6 months. Not after that.
Do you still believe they are conclusive?
Thank you so much for your answer get_tested.
It is very comforting to hear the experience of someone who went through a similar situation, especially realize that it can be influenced by stress. It is really unbelievable the power of stress and conviction in our head.
I actually began to believe that is all in my head and now I feel better.
What is difficult is to don't let every little thing, or feeling take me back to anxiety, doubt and despair. But once you stop your head, becomes easier.
I decided that my last test will be after a year and I will not think about it anymore until then and thereafter.
Hope these words really can help other people in the same situation.
I realized that a lot of people go through this and nobody can imagine how this can be devastating and interfere with a person's life.
I'm also loosing a lot of hair for a few months and that makes me feel bad and always remember me of what I went through. And I'm also trying to come back to normal and live my life.
Your post will surely help me :)
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Hi xicaxica25!
Your story looks similar to mine.I also wasn't stressed before my symptoms have appeard.After that when you started to put facts together and you realise that this may be caused by Hiv your body starts working according to what you have programmed in your brain.I had a bad flu-I never had before in my life,that was 4 weeks after possible exposure.I 've been sick for 2 weeks and didn't get better for 1,5 year before my negative test result.I had lots of symptoms during this time: unexplained flu lasting for couple of days,mouth ulcers,sores,weird rash,skin fungal infections,saliva glands bacterial infection,oral and vaginal thrush,nausea,diarrhea and other things I never had in my life.This lasted for 1,5 y.Anxiety and stress weakened my immune system so much.I'm still loosing my hair after that and try to come back to normal and live my life.If your got your negative results 3 times after 6 months,that means you are negative.Start living your life and be carefull