How do I overcome my HIV concern?

[Wyomingscared]

I had a no risk/ negligible risk situation - Dr. Hook and others have explained my 2 different type of tests at  6 weeks are conclusive.

Everyone says I am fine but every time I say I am fine and I need to move on,  another weird symptom comes up.

I know that I am not going to be the first guy to be infected from a **,

I know tests trump symptoms but ... They are almost text book.

How do you get to back to being normal? How do people accept their negative results? I think I might accept it at 12 weeks but I am afraid I will still be this way?

[Wyomingscared]

Received negative 12 week test - and felt great for about a week but now i am almost back to not being able to function. - if a CBC showed normal at 4 weeks and I do not have any chemo, auto immune, etc - is there any way my 12 week is not accurate? Also I do have a therapist but he is not familiar with hiv so... Hard to discuss everything

Still trying to find root cause of symptoms to either confirm or eliminate hiv  

[joggen]

Your guilt over extramarital sex is manifesting as fear of catching something from it. I recommend professional therapy.