I Need help

[lastfault]

I have made an unprotected sex with an lady on 18, 24, 30 May 2009. After that I m scared of HIV. I have got fever on 18 June 2009, After 1 week I have taken my blood test and found that there is malaria. I have gone through malaria treatment from 28 June 2009 to 10 July 2009. I have taken again my blood test for malaria then there was no malaria but 12% esnophil was there. After treatment I m ok but I have fear about HIV all time .I was suffering from High BP, Cervical spendolysis, Acidity and constipation.  I meet to doctor and again I did my CBC on 27 August. The result was ok But Esnophil was now 11%. I was not taking any medicine for esnophil. Now I tell my story to doctor and then we decided for an ELISHA- HIV test. My HIV test was made on 3 Sep 2009 and the test result was Negative. From Sep 2009 to 15 Dec 2009 I was o.k. After that again I have got the problem of constipation, gas and acidity. I have done my Endoscopy on 23 March t2010hat was OK. I was suffering from neck pain and dizziness and blurred vision in 23 April 2009. I have done my CBC again the report was normal. MY TLC was 9.9, Hemocatriot: 40.4, Lymphocyte: 23%, Netrophils 74%, esnophils: 1%. Now in the month of June 2010 I have problem of dry mouth, etching skins. I am living with fear of HIV since 1 year. Now I became so nervous. What to do. Is there HIV inside me? I have made the relationship with lady that was a hose wife and widow. Her husband wad died in March 2008 due to fever. He was a greatest alcoholic.
Now since june 2010 i have more anxiety and high BP. i have got small red points on my hands, they disappears when pressed and come backe after release. i have eye problem with dryness in eyes and mouth. i am smoker used 10 Cigrates in a day.some days before i also got throat prob....I am very afraid what to do...Now i am not able to talk with my wife ....she is pragnent since 5 months.....what to do pls help me.

[joggen]

See a psychologist who specializes in health phobias and obsessions.

[lastfault]

I thought i became a mental because even a small problem in body can lead me to suspect about HIV and I m so mental so pls tell me where to go ,,,mental doctor or physcalogist

[joggen]

As you were told in the Prevention community, your HIV test was conclusive. If you cannot accept your negative serostatus then the next logical step is to seek a mental help professional.