hi
please help me ,i am very worry and anxious, i cant sleep this constant fear will kill me:(i had sex with my new boy friend,although he used condom but during our annal sex, suddenly i bleed a little and no entry of annal or vaginal occurred but we kissed along time and condom was not burst or break as i remember but since he touched the condom by his hands before annal in order to fix it, i am so much worry may be the condom was infected and that short contact of outer side of condom and my blood caused me at risk i am so much afraid of HIV test and its results this fear caused me crazy ,he said he is not infected by HIV but i am not sure because he was very scared by that bleeding and that made me suspicious,although it was a little blood, meanwhile please tell me am i at risk?
I sometime think what happened if the condom has been broken and i didn't understand? can it be a risk although no entry happened?i did not see condom breaks but i am concern about the short contact of out side condom (which might be infected or i am not sure maybe wet) with that blood?is it risky?can this contact infect me? no entry happened.but i am anxious that i have not slept for 2 nights.please advise me about it..it is awful to wait for 14 days:(but how about the short contact of broken condom or his penis or i dont know:( and my blood?these toughs hurt me:(please advise me