Well, ive been positive since Dec. Haven't sta.rted meds, really scared to. right now I feel almost normal, except with losing weight, n stomach n neck pains time to time. . Question is, will I feel better when taking these meds? Will I begin to feel happy again n almost forget I have hiv? Maybe begin to eat more and gain my weight back, .look as healthy as magic Johnson ? I wanna feel good n normal again.. will having a undetectable viral load help, will I feel more healthy ? How do yall feel, .before you took meds, then after?